GRRRR

I need a new job. I've sent out a bunch of applications and I am stalking the career services listing, but I am so close to the edge these days, I can't stand it.

We were trying to close, but all the stupid people decided to shop at 10pm tonight.

First, I really want to punch this one stupid kid where it hurts, badly. He smarted off to me when I asked him to leave, cause DUH the lights were out. Had to ask him twice, and tell him, no, I was not being rude to him, but the store was CLOSED, so he couldn't shop anymore. What sucks the worst is that Kathy agreed with him when he "complained to the manager". WTF? Last time I checked it was part of my JOB to get people out of the store when we closed. Yeah. And he was like 15. I could have taken him, and haven't been that close to punching someone in a long time.

But then, this totally wasted/stoned/crazy dude was still in the CD's, and I asked him to go up front. NICELY. I have this down, and I know I wasn't being rude. THE FLIPPIN LIGHTS ARE OUT. I tried to help him find the cd he wanted, but he was completely incoherent. Then, he yells up to his girlfriend, "this fucking white girl won't let me get the cd." Again, WTF? We didn't have the damn cd and seriously, how the hell does race play into this? Why is it always about race? I wouldn't ever dream of saying to anyone "this black girl is making me leave." It doesn't f-ing matter what color my skin is. The lights are out, we gave three closing announcements, and you can't just figure it out that you should leave?

GRRRRRRR.

I do really hate people in general. They are pretty much all jerks. I would kill for a good month without any contact with people I don't already know and like. It would be amazing.